This morning I woke up to find my boyfriend cuddling with the dog and as silly as I feel for feeling this way, I'm actually jealous.

I love to cuddle and for a while now I've been getting these half ass cuddles where I feel like he doesn't want to cuddle with me so I decided to give him his space. It's been over a week since I've stayed on my side of the bed and it sucks because I crave his touch but whatever. Then I wake up this morning and find him being big spoon for his dog? ummm okay? It's silly but it really tripped me out.

I've already talked to him before about how I don't feel like he's giving me the love and affection I deserve, it's so minimal I feel like I'm starving for it.... and now I'm losing to a dog......

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Don't get me wrong, I love dogs. Normally I'd find it cute ass hell but wow, his dog gets more love and affection than I do.

I need to do better.