Am i crazy, or just over thinking?
Hey everyone,
I was seeking some advice a little problem I'm having ... I believe that it is a major stumbling block for me...
So I have this recurring theme in my life... I'll use a song I've recorded as an example... I love the song it great and I'm really proud of it... But, I feel like it's not good enough... I constantly critique my voice and I hear so many errors... I'm not satisfied with the product... It's not perfect... Even when I've gotten no negative feedback from anyone I've shown it to... To me it's not good enough
Not to brag, but I work at a popular concert venue where I live... I've shown bands and people that actually live off music... Most want to colab and are suprised by it...
But my unsatisfaction seeps into the way other people think and my brain wonders if people are just saying that they like it to make me feel good or if they actually genuinely do...
This type of thing seeps into other aspects of my life and fucks me up mentally... Relationships I judge people's actual intentions... What they really mean... If there is anything in between the lines... social situations I analyze myself and others... If I'm saying the right thing, doing the right things... Are people talking about me in code... If they are judging how I act in situations... Literally most situations I can think of I do this... The constant analysis of everything... Nothing ever satisfies me... Is this natural? And if not is there a way to fix it?
Posted Jun 19, 2019 03:33 by anonymous
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