I’m a 31 year old woman with no history of arthritis or anything. I’ve got a dysautonomia disorder that’s extremely common that mostly makes me tired but it isn’t serious. No, lucky me I get Dupuytrens disease at 30, it’s been a year and my left hand is pulling my pointer finger in toward my palm. But my dominant hand is starting to hurt now and I want it to not happen. I don’t want this. It’s just going to get worse and apparently since it’s happening so early treatment isn’t an option because it will just make scar tissue. I feel like everything is slowly being taken from me. I draw, sew, hand quilt, knit, and generally create a lot of art and it’s going to get harder and harder to do the things I love. My hand cramped so bad today while I was cleaning that I almost dropped the swiffer. I want kids and if I’m going to just keep deteriorating than I don’t think it’s going to happen. I’m so afraid of losing everything.