I just want to be me. I'm lonely, tired, and I just want someone to encounter me and want me. Ive got friends, I hangout with them all the time, but I'm not a priority for any of them. I can't be 100% myself with them. I'm a shitty person. I'm religious but hypocritical and sometimes just want to throw off all the "rules" and just do what I want. I want some sort of affection in my life. I want to be someone I'm not. But instead I'm me. I'm just me.

i'm tired,depressed, and just want to not have to bullshit anyone and just want to be completely honest about everything