Posted Apr 4, 2013 by anonymous | 2443 views | 21 comments
I was raped by my brother.. It's not something Ive told much people. It started when I was young, like when I was in fifth grade, I don't remember much of then, I don't know how it began, and honestlyim not sure I want to... It continued till I was in eleventh grade... I never told anyone because he threatened to kill me, kill my other brothers and even my parents, and I believed him, of course I did, he had a knife to my throat then. It was horrible, and what was worst was that he didn't care, he seemed very fine, he used to smile at me and ugh! I feel dirty, I feel like I can't get clean, I feel like no matter what I do I'll always be dirty... I used to cry while he did whatever, and he'd just tell me to shut up or something, he'd hit me, hard, and he didn't care when I'd bleed or when I'd tell him to just get done and kill me already.. I hate him.. And I can't get over it.. I'm trying to, I'm even writing about in my blog, because usually write I feel better, my blog: becomingbetter09.blogspot.ae , I don't know what to do, so I'm writing to figure out.. I need to start my life, I'm in my first year of university now and I haven't yet and I should! Im scared of walking in my own house, I'm scared of being alone at home, of walking alone on a floor where he'd be.. I'm screwed, I'm .. I don't know anything...
Commented Apr 4, 2013 by anonymous
tell your parents
You liked it, you bitch. You wanted his cock in your cunt and up your ass. You couldn't get enough of it. Admit it.
What the hell? Why would you say something like that man?
Commented Apr 5, 2013 by anonymous
You jerk! Wtf?! You have no idea how I felt! You have no right to say that! I cant believe you said that! God, that's just insensitive and unfeeling! I wanted to die thats what I wanted, I used to pray I die all the time! I even tried to kill myself, damn you! God I cant believe you said that! Wth?! Some people really are jerks and very insensitive and unfeeling! you. Have no idea how I felt, I wrote this because I thought confessing how horrible it was and how I felt would make me feel even the slightest way better, not for someone like you to tell me that! I've been told that once before so whatever, I just can't believe people would think that way, be that way... But other than that, screw you and your opinion..
I did, well, I just told my mom, you see my dad has heart problems so telling him would have made it worse for him.. I told them, my uncle, he hit him, but thats all.. My uncle and mom, who were the only two people who knew said that it must've been just a face for him, that he's changed, but I'm still always scared..
I'm.so sorry this ass said that..
You must tell about this to your parents.
I was raped by my brother too. I was a change of life baby and my brother is 10 years older than me. It started when I was six or seven, and went on for years. He would take me to the basement and make me suck him till he was hard and then he would hold me down and fuck me in my vagina. He tried to fuck my butt once, but because his penis was so big, when he pulled out I accidentally shit on him and on the couch. He beat me bad and made me clean it up. Then he told my friends I shit myself! He was so mean. We stopped talking when I was about 15. I am told I can't have children because of "vaginal trauma" which I didn't tell my gynocologist is from my brother using his fist one me and house hold objects. He rammed me with a broom handle once and I bleed for a week, it was horrible. He would push down on my stomach when he was in me so he could feel his penis in me, some times he would punch me in the stomach while he was doing me so I would "tighten up". Some times I would vomit he would hit me so hard. I'm crying thinking about it. I've never told anyone all the details. I have had sex with just two men in my life besides my brother and they both said I was loose and no good. I hate my brother, Chad Frank. We have different last names. I think he did things to me before I can remember. I say this because I know he would babysit me while my parents were at work I was like 1-4.
YOU'RE JUST A LOOSE WHORE, DON'T BLAME YOUR BROTHER B
omg that's horrible
You should definitely tell all these things to your parents and tell them how you feel
You're an asshole, you prick bastard cocksucking unfeeling low life son of a bitch. Sometimes we get madeup stories here but this isn't one of them and you're too stupid to see it. Admit it. Why don't you shoot yourself?
Commented Apr 6, 2013 by anonymous
Why have you been so fucking? Tell the Cops and they will do something. If you keep quiet then it means you like it. Even now it is not too late to tell police about it.
Commented Apr 8, 2013 by anonymous
Please ignore moron posters who have mental issues. On an open site like this, idiots can post what nonsense they want. There are others who will listen. I would highly recommend at minimum a self-help group for rape victims so you know that you aren't alone and have a support network. Counseling can help, too. You've been through an ordeal that would do most people in and you must be congratulated for surviving years of abuse. It's time to take the strength you've developed and reclaim your life. You deserve it.
Commented Apr 11, 2013 by anonymous
you people are whats wrong with the world. I hope that someday god evens the odds against your piece of shit brother
Commented Apr 26, 2013 by anonymous
You fucked up cunt get a life try and be human you moron
Commented Apr 28, 2013 by anonymous
What the fuck is wrong with you you sick bastard?! If you're sick and would enjoy something like that then don't think others will
Commented May 2, 2013 by anonymous
I suggest telling the cops. It won't make you feel better ever , being raped is a horrible dirty feeling. Being violated physically and mentally ,but it sure would allow your brother to be raped in jail. But going through the whole court case will bring back years of pain and you will have to testify, and sit on the bench and tell your story.
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