Posted Mar 17, 2015 by anonymous | 596 views | 3 comments
I have this fetish ...This thing in my head that gets me off when I masturbate...Its a guilty and scary thought but its in my head...
In my fantasy I am a submissive/slave to a sadistic man or woman (In real life I am a masochist) and I have a terminal illness or the world is comming to an end. Something like that but its a time when it is better to go out your own way then just wait to be killed. I convince my master to snuff me and have me as one last meal before the end.
He prepares me by tenderizing my meat, my entire body is flogged by a flogger with wet but soft strands. Next he shaves all of my hair off and lays me on a table on my back and mounts me. While he is fucking me he takes a knife and cuts me open....By this time im magically strapped down and crying but god in my fantasy his cock feels so good I feel so alive! He removes my guts accept for my womb and woman parts. He reaches down and squeses so that I am even tighter and strokes himself from the inside. He takes me like this for hours, switching ass to pussy back and fourth, somehow finding inhuman endurance. Finally when I had lost cout of my orgasms and I can feel his building he raises the blade into the air and smiles. As his orgasm ovetakes him and I feel and see cum spurting into my now empty body cavity as he has removed my womb he cuts my throat and I die with nothing but that amazing orgasm on my mind.
Sick and fucked up I know but god it gets me off !
Commented Mar 17, 2015 by anonymous
Oh yes! Finally some snuff! :)
The point of view from a nerd who studies the mind and our behavior... Technically if a person was hooked up to an oxygenated blood thing one could prolong life in the ER by knowing everything stays alive while parts are swapped. This could also allow one to stay awake during things, but what would be I guess the critical thing would be cutting nerves, something like that would have to be done from the back while still alive in order to allow the nerves to keep going for the lady parts to still be sending pleasure signals. So what your thinking is almost impossible because few would attempt it. Now that you know it's possible can you tell me the earliest time you had this fantasy? what inspired it. I'm wondering if this is part of a past life or trauma based mental reaction. Do you have mental blocks of time through your childhood? gaps in memory?
No, hmmm I mean I was depressed as a teen ....enough that I shunned social interaction in the real world in favor of video games but I never really had thoughts...I mean Iv always been masochistic (To the point of some light blood play one time) but These thoughts only really came after I got out of my depression. If I had to explain it id say it being the subject of an overactive imagination coupled with not worrying so much that This screwed up fantasy is a problem and realizing that its just in my head and I never want to do it in real life....Well...meh I dunno its ....a version maybe if the situation was fucked up enough but...that would take someone I can trust 1000% being with me before I even thought about it.
Also being a nerd I did do some research and found that it is technically possible though impractical to do so. That made it more arousing in my head...since I could add some realism to it. Its interesting, for me my mind can get me off faster than any picture or video that I have ever seen.
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