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My alter-ego is becoming me.

Posted Feb 7, 2012 by anonymous | 1249 views | 6 comments

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  • Commented Feb 7, 2012 by anonymous

    your alter ego isn't becoming you, your alter ego is you. what you're describing is just an exaggerated verion of what everyone does, every day. we all have different personality traits we enhance or suppress depending on circumstances and company. the way you are with your friends is usually very different from the way you are at work. i myself have at least four different aspects or personas. i even identify them differently by name. usually variations or derivatives of my real name or my nickname. sounds to me like you've just taken it further by creating a character to go along with the different personalities. creating a fake background to go with these characters is a slight worry. if you're very concerned and honestly can't keep track anymore, ask your family. they will know better than anyone what is true or false about your life.

  • Commented Feb 7, 2012 by anonymous

    Personality isn't 'real' in the sense that it exists - it doesn't. Personality is artificial and is either given and accepted or adopted and accepted. Any time you say ' I am this or that' you are creating or re-inforcing the personality you either ended up being given by your friends, peers, authority figures and cuture. The problem with you is that you sound like you want to be a bunch of people - Sybil. It has been my experience that it's better to choose one character and be that.

  • Commented Feb 8, 2012 by anonymous

    i agree with what the writer of the previous comment
    it's what we all do, everyday
    however, if you do not like the character you play then you are free to change roles
    and this may be, just what you are doing,
    the lies will get you in the end or rather much sooner than the end
    so stop with that
    self fulfilling prophecy.
    yes.
    that's what it is.
    you create yourself in the image of how you want to be
    personalities are just how we act
    what really matters is what you do
    what you are is always in a state of changing,
    and is defined by more than just your moods,
    and isn't really definable until after you die,
    we are always 'becoming'--- until our last breaths
    then what we are,---is what we will become after we've gone,
    your alter ego is not the big problem
    the ego itself is what is causing you to lie about who you are
    but actually you are not lying about who you are,
    you are only lying about who you have been
    that is to say, unless you play your alter ego role with an accent or a fake limp, complete with dramatic stories of how you got the limp
    the ego part is what you need to rid yourself of
    it is much stronger and deceitful than any of us think
    it does not have our best interests in mind
    ------play the role you want to play
    be the person that you would hope other people would say that you were after you are gone
    if you know that we our own architects
    our own playwrights
    then write yourself the best play you can
    a play or a film you would enjoy watching
    with a character of integrity and with admirable qualities
    just stop lying about your past
    trying to be something you're not
    its the ego making you lie
    it's here in your words too:

    '…..in the way a method actor may become their character. A self-fulfilling prophesy…. '...I wish I could make IDs for these characters so I could play them in more settings'...

    and in this comment you show how really confused you actually are:

    '...I don't hate who I am. I simply enjoy playing many different characters and all of reality is an opportune stage....'
    maybe you do hate yourself
    but it's just the ego
    it wants you to feel bad
    so that it can feel good
    that is how it works
    maybe you don't define ego this way
    but it might be time for you to start to redefine it
    you will find that you will like yourself more

    hell my ego- is all over this comment
    i could go back and change every time i said 'you' to 'us' then it would be better
    and i only say 'better'because when you present ideas to people
    they are better received without ego
    i am no better than you or anyone else
    i am flawed as well
    be whatever you want to be
    just don't stop trying to be a better you
    ugh.
    --------i think my head is going to explode
    and i think i hate myself too
    i am a fool
    i know nothing
    i am a liar too
    this comment is more for me than it is for you
    thank you to me
    then again i just say this shit without a filter
    i am probably wrong
    FTW
    do whatever you want








  • Commented Feb 8, 2012 by anonymous

    Concentrate on what you are. Just be yourself, try to remove egoistic behavior.

  • Commented Feb 9, 2012 by anonymous

    I HAD AN ALTER EGO AND IT WAS AWESOME. I WAS KIK FLIPPING BITCHES AND I WAS LIKE :'WOAHHHHHHHH BAACK THE FUCK UP BITCHES!' ;D

  • Commented Feb 9, 2012 by anonymous

    “I HAD AN ALTER EGO AND IT WAS AWESOME. I WAS KIK FLIPPING BITCHES AND I WAS LIKE :'WOAHHHHHHHH BAACK THE FUCK UP BITCHES!' ;D”

    -ADDED TO THATT! I WAS PREGNANT WITH BABIES AND MARRIED IN MONTANAA. FUCK YEAHHHH, I REGRET NOTHINGG!!!

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